Suicide Noteshould my heart stop beating
i want you to know
i love you all
and just can't let go
it's pushing me down
the things that i see
my mind should be free
im trapped with no hope
i don't know how i cope
you know why i write this letter
we all know it isn't gonna get better
day by day
i have to say my last goodbye
this is no lie
tomorrow its will be done
don't try to run
face the truth
with staring eyes
because now i've said my last goodbyes
tomorrow i end the pain
it is the end of the lane
goodbye my dear friends
Ifif loving you is a crime
im ready to be jail forever
if loving you means waiting forever
ill just stand here beside you and wait
if loving you is wrong
ill do anything to make it right
if loving you is just a dream
i can spend my life sleeping waiting for you in my dreams
if loving you means the end of my life
i can sacrifice and leave everything behind
prisoner of your heartam i pushing my self too much?
or im expecting that much??
will i stop loving you??
or keep hurting my self??
i ask my self why i love u so much
love u more than what i have
how come i gave you everything
and i got nothing
but i cant find an answer
coz theres no answer
in every question in my mind
you know why..coz the only thing in my mind is you
what ever happen i know i will stay
even though you push me away
what ever happen i know i won't leave you
even though you left me behind
coz what ever happen
there only one thing i know
and im sure of it
that I LOVE YOU..
Letter of goodbyefor a heart that's been torn,
there's not much you can do
but to understand..
remember this words?
don't worry i will free you,
when its finally time for you to go..
theres no easy way to let go of something
that i know will never happen again
but i will face the world aorund me knowing that
i am strong enough to let you go
I'm aware that you only came into my life for a while
and that time willcome i have to gave you up
then that's the end of it
there goes my life
you hurt me at the very moment that i cant give you up
i cry for the memories
i cry for the pain
i cry for the times
i thought i had you
i know you're not mine
but holding on to you
have become my way to keep me alive
wish you see the tears
run from my eyes
coz it spells the truth
about how i really feels inside
my tears wont blame you...
those are just the words
my heart uses to explain
when even my smiles
cant cover up my pain
its been a while still i cant get out
from your shadow
till this very moment
PE: The Vexel ContestTo spice things up and make the Vexel Week more entertaining and fun I have a contest for you!
What's your favourite thing about DeviantArt? It's a pretty open theme and it's up to your interpretation
The work MUST be a vexel.
If you decide to use a stock in your work please credit the stock artist.
You can create up to two entries but you can only win once.
If your work is done please send me a note with a link to your entry. Title of the note: PE Vexel Contest.
Start and end dates
The contest starts from now on (May 7th) and ends on May 13th.
The winners will be announced the next day.
There will be 3 winners. Each winner will win a 3 mth subscription to DeviantArt.
If you have any questions please drop me a note